I have good days recently

As title says. I wasn’t down since i drew that depressed Emily. I’m not going on teraphy yet, but i feel good and get more self-confidence, and get some distance to myself and other things, like i know i’m only human, and nobody is perfect especially me but i get used to it, also i’m turning some of bad things into jokes, and if  someone has something to me it’s this person’s problem. I don’t know how but i’m happy i wish i can hold that state for long time ;u;

I think, that probably may be like that because i started my teeth treatment, and it’s going in a good way :> in latest two weeks i’ve fixed 13 teeth! I’m more than happy, i even cried on my latest visit. Dentist asked “What’s going on?” and i said i’m simply moved. Yeah, it’s a big step in my life and means a lot to me – i will have health teeth ohmygosh ;;__;;

On 9th september I have last visit, there are 2 molars to remove left. I’m scared, but i know i must do it. And now i have a problem: I’m very satisfied from my dentist visits. My dentist and his assistants are awesome and there is always great atmosphere. There was a lot to do in my mouth and i’m grateful to them that they’re managed it. I’d like to pay in kind somehow, mostly i’m buying favor boxes to show my gratefullnes in the end of treatment, like i did it when my cat Antonine had surgery, vet was very surprised and happy from the gift from me. But is it okay to give favor box to dentist and his assistants? Or maybe it’s not quite the thing? In about two weeks i have my last dentist visit and i really want to know if it’s okay ;U;

btw. after dentist i’m going to orthodontist (who is also awesome) and i think i will get braces in 1-2 months, i’d love to buy them a gift too in the end of treatment (and later for my surgeon) XD Well that’s may be weird but it’s just me. I’m appreciating their work and kindness.

But nghhhh sweets are not good for teeth, I don’t know is that good to give them to people who are treating them >u< but hey, they are people just like you and me, why they wouldn’t like such tasty chocolates ;;__;; oh maaaan~ I am lost.

Okay anough about the dentist. Some doodles now. I wanted to draw EmixBob so much. i wanted some ambitious pose or theme, but it ended in simple one XD i hope i will finish it soon, but i don’t know when. Now besides of commissions and my work, i’ve added to my list some graphics for Animatsuri association for their m&a convention Hellcon2. So i will have some Echiko (our mascot) to do, posters t-shirts etc .u.

Some pictures this time

I was at the dentist today again, it was as good as previous visits :> Dentist says, while filling my medical card, that it (my actual teeth condition) starts to look better and better. Too bad my wallet looks worse and worse OTL but i can’t complain, cause it will be worth :>

okay okay as the title says, some pictures (click to fullscreen) well, actually doodles XD but maybe i will finish this one with Mina someday

4 teeth fixed :>

Another dentist visit, and another two teeth fixed. It’s 4 total, still 9 to go (including removing two of them). I have really charming and good  (so far) dentist. I think now i’m less affraid of them in general because of it. But i will wait with full opinion till i  finish all dentist treatment (There is lower jaw undone yet, and it always hurts me more, and there are ugly black bottom 6 and 7 teeth remains to remove). I hope it won’t be as bad as it sounds.
Honestly, it’s still pretty unconfortable (+1h without move and with broadly opened mouth) but there is almost no pain 8,D i even get gel anesthesia for the inj anesthesia XD

I have next visit in friday, next in tuesday, thursday and friday next week. I hope i will survive @u@

Aaand i was at one of my friend’s home today <3 (who was with me at the dentist too btw). I was really brave so i decided to buy a big cup of icecream, and later we have some fun watching “Adventure Time” (which i love so much, haha <3 ) ohhh I haven’t got  fun for long time ;U;

Aaand i bought Stephen Hawking’s “A Brief History of Time. From the Big Bang to Black Holes” 8D! Cause i like theoretical physic, black holes, universe and stuff like that. Plus i didn’t read any book for… i don’t remember OTL There is “Theory of Everything” in the queue XD

btw. I’m singing it randomly for 2 weeks already, lolol (especially the caAAave part) XD